Stage Fright

If you think giving a Speech is bad. Try getting naked in front of a room full of mostly guys. After being off for about a year and a half, I am back to stripping. The challenge is fun as well as meeting new people and seeing the old.

However, one of the things that just gets me, is being the center of attention on the stage. I am short, not skinny and not fat. All and all I have a nice body. There are plenty of girls that have a better body than me. Ie: Bigger boobs, a firmer butt, and thighs that aren’t as big. I could keep going, but I am my worst critic. As one of the managers said, my dancing style is sweet and seductive. I am damn good at that even if I could give a better performance on stage.

Maybe I am saving my strength to give you a better lap dance? Ever think of that? Ok fine…. I just get stage fright. Thinking about the audience in their skivvies does not help. There are girls out there with next to nothing on. (Side note: Woot!!! I get to see sexy ladies running around in lingurea. I get to as well!!!!) Being perfectly at easy walking around on 5 inch heels is fine. Unless you count the few times I have tripped over my own feet.

My goal for April is to start taking Pole Dancing classes. Building some upper body strength will be awesome. Then maybe with a few pole tricks, I will feel more at ease on stage shaking my booty.